Neck Deep - Sick Joke Lyrics

Sick Joke


Don’t wake me up
It’s the best that I’ve felt in weeks 
And to be completely honest I’d rather be happily dead or asleep 

Sit back and listen
Close your eyes if you feel it 
Cuz i’m questioning everything 
It’s affecting all my decisions 
I saw you in the mirror and switched up my rhythm 
Am I chasing a dream? 
Or am I caught in the middle of it?

Sometimes, I wonder if life is some sick joke
Will I wake up and its over?
No, I’m still here and I’m not dead

And most days 
It all feels the same
I can’t tell the difference in pleasure and pain
And it makes me sick
Sick joke 
Like life is shoving it’s fingers to the back of my throat

Sometimes, I wonder if life is some sick joke
Will I wake up and it’s over?
No, I’m still here and I’m not dead 
And I’ll hold on to a moment 
Like a sad kid to a blanket 
Would you tell me that I’m okay?
That I’m still here and I’m not dead

And someday, I’ll find you
Like an old key to a locked door
Is it all just some sick joke?
Am I still here?
‘Cuz I can’t tell